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[Nov. 23rd, 2006|11:39 am] |
seriously woman.
make up your mind.
either invite me over for thanksgiving, or don't. |
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[Nov. 6th, 2006|09:18 pm] |
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It’s been a while.
It’s amazing how much my life has changed over the course of the past few months.
I know its all for the better. I guess everyone finally reaches that point in life where things all start really making sense. This was my time.
Life is too short.
And as my lit teacher puts it, yesterday is gone, and tomorrow may not ever come.
We can have three attitudes. We can sit in our own pity. We can do “sex drugs rock n’ roll,” or we can accept it.
It feels great to be reconnected with people I’ve lost touch with.
I guess I really didn’t know what I had until it faded away. But now that it’s back, I realize how lucky I am.
I’m Amanda. I’m Amanda Elizabeth. I’m not ashamed anymore.
For the first time in my life, I’m excelling in math. I’ve gotten an A on every geometry quiz and test. It’s hard, but I’m managing to get some of my homework done.
Being in the hospital sucked. Knowing I could have died sucks even more. But having a friend who cares so much that he’d drop everything he’s doing to get you the help you need? There’s nothing more special.
Thank you to both of you. You just might have saved my life.
Gossip is a disease. It’s contagious, damaging, immature, and just plain disgusting.
Looking back on my previous attitude and the things I would say makes me sick.
How is it any of my concern what other people do. If it doesn’t affect me in any way, what business do I have talking about it?
I’m done with it at all.
And I feel so free.
To Joshua: It’s been months since I’ve seen you. Whether or not you feel the same way, I consider you to be one of my closest friends. Few people know me as well as you do.
In case I never said it, thank you for everything you’ve shown in the 9 months of our relationship. Maybe things didn’t turn out the way we both hoped they would. Maybe it was for the better. Maybe not. Time will tell. Please remember we were just 2 kids learning how to live life.
And I’m sorry for every word I spoke that didn’t happen.
I’m sorry for all those things we planned.
I didn’t say them just to impress you.
I wanted things to happen just as you did.
Let’s get together for a movie or something. |
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